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« Tears » One day I became this A closed soul...
09 September 2004
... within these walls That surround all the pain I feel So it will never go away If only I could understand why I have once built these walls I became stronger and full of pride But is it worth the way I now feel? Chorus I try to cry , although I can´t The tears are trapped inside my eyes...
i saw this and I just had to comment, I have had a similar experience, except I know what Happened, in a manner of speaking,
I was filled I believe with the Word of God, and exposed to the ridicule and false friends around me except for one or two people in a Church Choir, or even three that I knew, and I became angry, not emotionaly but I saw the futility of dealing with pople as I had viewed them before and after a similar experience.
they became hopeless and unable to communicate with me any longer, I really was interested in God's word, and in doing The Honorable thing regarding them, I became hardened through constant exposure to their ridiccule and their lack of love for me, and through seeking consolation from God by applying principles of harding my heart to the things had to face and assurance that his word governing my choices were and are true, and so i am confident now in his word and in my choices, and i saw a falsesness in peoppe calling them selves godly, even ministers and who at same time drove me from chrch.... I no longer attend, but du e to another reason, that is assurance from God that I should go back and should believe that something whch occured is valid and real and that involves another erson whom i have not seen since, so i wait for that before reattending church as i was driven out by the minister and i do not wish to submit to authority of a church and definitle if not seen and talking to that person, a \o/, \|/, cee amen, a man, amen. as she is part of the promise, from god, and if not fulfilled i can not believe he is God.